this female friend of mine who until recently i thought i was close to & can relate to each other because we are both only child's and we both are multimedia designers,film makers,and film addicts

this girl is having some kind of problems lately and is taking EVERYTHING i say on my blogs,facebook,etc as being attack directed at her....for 5 years she has been reading my blogs and knows i like to say the truth bluntly with no candy coating and I'm often critical of celebrities,the media and society.but i greatly cherish the few close friends i do have and not once have i deliberately or intentionally done anything to mentally,physically or emotionally hurt them nor will i ever.PERIOD

i realize growing up an only child we tend to believe the world revolves around us,but as we age we grow out of that phase and realize other people exist in the world,i guess some people aren't ready to grow up just yet.

I'm used to physical abuse from being beat up at school alot growing up,and I'm used to mental abuse from also being picked on all through school and a strict perfectionist father,but all your recent unwarranted attacks on my emotions REALLY REALLY HURT more than any injury I've ever suffered (and I've come home from school with black eyes,fat lips,concussions,and covered head to toe with bruises)

i'm not a mind reader,pheromone reader,or body language reader,nor do i have spy satellites trained on your every move and have your phones tapped.i DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH,nor do i know why i've become the target of all your pent up anger! but for the love of all that is holy and just in this world YOU HAVE TO TALK TO ME and explain what's going on

maybe friends are a dime a dozen for you,maybe you were just using me all these years,but to me true friends stick together through the good times and the bad times and just not thrown away when things get rough